Capricorn Vibes…….

I have never really been into Astrology. I have always known I am a Capricorn but never really played into too much. Over the years more and more people tell me that I fit the description of Capricorn, so I decided to look into it. DAMN they were right. Let’s dive in shall we.

Key traits fo a Capricorn…

  • ambitious- yes

  • hardworking- to a fault

  • practical- also to a fault

  • determined- 100% me

  • responsible- absolutely

  • loyal- OMG YES

  • leaders- momma dint raise no follower

  • sensitive- yes and not how you think

  • thoughtful- my key love language

  • reserved & quiet- in most circumstances cuz I can read a room like no other

  • control freaks- ummmm

  • emotional reservedness- 100% absolutely it’s my worst attribute

  • and the MOST important… the fear of failure- its what hold me back from literally everything

Welp there it is. That mixed with my undiagnosed ADD and POTS makes for an interesting life. I am fully aware of my faults and weaknesses and work daily to try and overcome them. BUT i have learned that most of my “weaknesses” are actually strengths. I can read a room like no other. I can be the most responsible person there is and make sure everything is running smoothly. I am loyal to those I love, and I love fiercely. I’m incredibly thoughtful and pride myself on that. I’m super sensitive to vibes and emotions. I fell deeply and hurt even deeper. Betray my trust and you’re dead to me. I’ll still talk to you and be around you, but you are no longer seen as a peer to me but just as a human vessel. the thing is you won’t even realize it until it too late. A slow burn is what I call it. I’ll look you dead in the eye and hear absolutely nothing. I will smile and be cheerful all while slowly dying on the inside and you will never know. I suffer in silence and recharge in isolation. People have said that I don’t show emotion, but I feel as if I do just not the conventional way. I may not come out and pour my heart out (if I do just know that you are a very very very special person to me) I have gotten better at telling people I love them which is incredibly hard for me to say out loud. I may love the shit out of you but to actually say the words is hard. I have noticed when I do say it to people, they are stunned and speechless. I don’t think may people get told that on the daily and if I’m the one who makes them hear it then mission accomplished.

As a Capricorn, I have mastered the art of cutting people off. I could write a book on how I have ZERO issues cutting people off because I know when I get to that point it’s because of many many failed attempts of redemption. I subconsciously test people daily. Again, another fault of mine but also a HUGE strength. I will ask you certain questions or put you in certain scenarios and see the reaction. I will hypothetically give you situations and ask for advice or I will watch from far and see how you react to things on a daily basis. I subconsciously study people. They way the speak, body language, eyes, facial expressions, micro expressions and how they speak to others. I’m not sure if this is a Capricorn thing or an ADD things or the product of an ex-cop father. Either way it has come in handy in life and save me from many many situations I wanted no part of. They say that Capricorn women are loyal and devoted partners who value commitment, security and stability in relationships. They may take time to open up emotionally, but they are extremely loving and affectionate once they do. We are patient and understanding and make great listeners… and well I can’t think if a better way to describe me.

Love it or hate it, there’s some truth to Astrology. So what is your sign?

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